For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came,

The dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time

I wish this would not happen..

so I just got back from Megamall, and directly blogging. Hahahaha today was nice. but there's problem that makes me sad.
i didn't know what really happened. There's a man teasing me, I'm with Adelsha that time. and I didn't know what the man said. when he teased me, I said "WHAT ?!!!" Abraham saw it, and over the man with mad face!! ohmygod,
I immediately leaved him, because of fear.

then I went upstairs together with Adelsha, I almost cried, Abraham came and he immediately leaved me again, he wanted to find That man again. my heart was beating very fast. Adelsha and I actually saw the incident and when he quarrels with That Man.

but I'm just keep quiet, and do not want to remember it again.

I do not think this would happen. I hope this day will be very exciting because there's Adelsha. I really miss her, actually.

put your hands in the air!!!

yes, hello everyone .. got stuffs to do! so, today was the 3rd tryout, and i hope it will end well. wish me luck for tomorrow. starting from math and Indonesian, then tomorrow's science and English.

wuuu, can wait for the National Exam. but...... I haven't prepared anything for it. HAHAHA lets laugh.

I'm done with math and Indonesian. its Easier. GodBlessMe. so yesterday I was with Abraham and Renhard went the pet shop to inject the vaccine for my dog Chiva..
i love you Chiva,

sorry I rarely take care of you. I just realized you're a good dog and you're so cute.

even you're getting old and old now. but you're still pretty.

the doctor said, her appetite decreased because of effects from the vaccine. sorry, it's for your kindness Chiva. I'm interested in puppy, its cute. Chiva is a family dog. she's big. and i love small dogs.



Good news! chiva going to have kids.
Now looking for a male and she will get pregnant. just wait for the loop. but there is a risk. Chiva are old, so if Chiva already given birth, her child should not drink her milk but if not, she will of get cervical cancer. how dear :(



hey1 this is a golden retriever, but this is not chive by the way!

We always believe our first love is our last, and our last love our first

so fellas, I just got back from malls that you all know, I've too often hang out to the mall this mall.
because of holidays for 9 days. by the way, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone who's celebrate.
hopefully in this new year, you'll become new. HAHA

so, the first mall that I visited was the Nagoya Hill, as usual, we went to 21 to play the games there.
yup, yesterday Abraham and Me fight. yes maybe just because of trivial problem. I was too sensitive.
I was really hate when he played the games, he's like the busiest person in the world.
its not the topic by the way, its yesterday.

after from nagoya hill, I suddenly just wanna go to BCS, I really miss playing dance dance revolution, I do not know why I became so rigid.
maybe just because the age factor, hello! we're still 14 to 15 we're young.





sorry, this one not too clear enough



oops, almost forgot. before I went to the malls with Renhard, and Yosep. I went to Martha's. My group is Martha, Juan, and Richa. but Juan is not participate there. we were given the task to create animations, and it was very inconvenient. GAAHH!

Je veux rapidement anniversaire rapide, mais le plus proche de l'anniversaire, l'examen plus rapidement vers nationale

Look into My eyes

yesterday, we watched "Babies", its not a very good movie. no story, just a cute baby.






baby from Namibian village,

I love this baby, he's very cute. although he is black, but his life was unique. his mom does not use a bra to cover her breast. dirty life, but that's their life.

before we went to MMBC, Verrah Mok and I, accompany our boyfriend. they're played futsal. and they're COOL! kick the ball to the right to the left, very agile. im not sure i can do that well.

Verrah was Crazyyy, She went into the field and played futsal, ohmygod. she's energic, and i love you Verrah. still be my friend, okay??
I feel in my school friend was dead.

she told me about Abraham, She says Abraham loves me very much, and it was very visible. I'm glad to hear it. Thanks Baby..

back to the topic, yesterday we were watching movies with Daniel Puji and friends. I do not really know their name.

February, and im late to post something on 1st February

yeah, well. honestly tell me if this FEBRUARY.
yes yes, its February. and I did not expect, time goes very fast ..

its soon to the National Exam, and I feel I'm not quite ready for it. I still haven't prepared anything.
I'm bad at math. and hopefully in this short time, I could suckle subjects that I am weak on that.
can you imagine if I did not pass in this exam? oh hell no, I'll be able to take it, and hopefully to enter high school, everything will be good.

Je suis un paresseux, je sais que je peux espérer obtenir de bonnes notes sur l'examen national

I was human, imperfect, and sometimes wrong.