what's going on??

oh well, glad to know that you still love me.
yeah haha. sorry, i'm to obsessed to posting right now.
don't ask me why i keep posting an unnecessary topic,
well i like it, this my blog.
so, so what?

it's a very complicated day,
while i have to choosing my heart's feel, or true love
yeah, i don't know actually what's going on.
just let it flow.
i keep thinking what's next..
it ruined my mind, and you know what.
i got sick, and i have to take a rest.
i pray for the one who is sick now..

my father got sick too, and i pray for him.
and my 1st brother came to take me to church.
but he saw me still laying in my bed,
with an innocent face,
so i can't go to church,
i'm sorry God..
i won't do this anymore.